We were sitting in silence in my balcony , and sharing a cup , when he finally spoke.
“You know,” he said, not looking at me, “some stories don’t end when the case ends. They just… settle inside people.”
I looked at him. After all these years, he still knew exactly where to press.
“You stayed,” I said quietly. “When most people didn’t.”
He exhaled slowly. “Tell me again,” he said. “Not the headlines. Not the outcome. Tell me that day.”
I too a long breathe and sighed.
“It began as an ordinary morning,” . “Hustling office, emails, coffee, half-finished thoughts. Life seemed to be … fine. Hunky-dory, actually.”
He nodded. He didn’t interrupt.
“And with the evening rush of traffic around the office , suddenly I got a call that some officers are their in office, later next day I came to know it was CBI that walked in.”
All festivities and holiday mode, changed into chaos and uncalled for uncertainity & stress.
“No warning. No pause. Just various authority filling the room, day after day. Phones ringing, no one to pick calls, all scared with suspicion… And within a week—my boss was arrested.”
He clenched his jaw. “I was on call with you and I shared something in brief on call.” As we resumed office, things have changed.
“I couldn’t, leave” and “I was stuck to my chair, like glue. I remember thinking—if I move, everything will collapse.”
“Someone had to keep things running. Someone had to pretend this was just another workday. So I sat there with spine straight & steady voice , though my heart screaming.”
He swallowed hard. “You never cried.”
“I didn’t have the permission to,” I replied. “Fear doesn’t allow emotion. Responsibility doesn’t either.”
That one month—oh my God!
“It was the scariest month of my life, every knock felt like the end. Every call felt like accusation. I didn’t know if I would still have a job, a name, a future.”
“You were surviving hour by hour,” he said.
“Yes. and when he finally got bail, I thought—okay, maybe this ends now.”
I let out a bitter laugh.
“That’s when everything collapsed.”
The butterfly effect didn’t announce itself. It just worked silently.
“People changed,” “Some overnight, conversations became cautious and smiles thinned with trust evaporated the work became unstable. Relationships—professional and personal—started shaking like poorly built houses.”
He looked at me, eyes glassy. “You lost more than a job that year.”
“I lost certainty,” I said. “I lost the illusion that doing the right thing guarantees safety.”
I leaned back.
“That phase changed how I see life. Work stopped being my identity. Validation stopped mattering. Trust became selective. I realised how conditional most relationships are.”
His voice cracked. “And still—you kept showing up.”
“My brain adapted,” I said softly. “It always has. When emotions lag, adaptability steps in. That’s what saved me. I recalibrated instead of resisting. I learned to bend without breaking.”
There was a long pause.
“Everyone left,” he said finally. “Except family.”
I smiled, sadly.
“When everything shook off, family stood as always. You learn that no matter what you do or don’t do, family is the one place where you’re welcomed without explanation.”
I looked at the floor.
“They may taunt. They may comment. They may criticise relentlessly. But they will never harm you. In my worst nights, a simple hug felt like the softest quilt.”
He smiled faintly. “Your mother, I remember was your greatest support”
“The best comforter,” I said. “She didn’t fix anything. She just made fear feel smaller.”
“And your father?”
“The best critic,” I replied. “Sharp, uncomfortable—but always pushing me in the right direction.”
He took a deep breath. “And friends?”
I looked at him then. Really looked.
“They say if even one friend stands by you unquestioned, you’re blessed,” I said. “I had five.”
His eyes welled up.
“Five fingers,” I continued, “that became a muthi. A fist strong enough to hold me upright. None ever asked why. None ever doubted. all of just… just stood.”
His voice broke. “Because I saw you carrying the weight of something you didn’t create.”
That sentence landed like thunder.
“And through all of it,” I said, “I felt the Almighty closer than ever. Not in theory but in protection, like a shield. Things fell apart—but never beyond repair.”
He wiped his eyes. “Do you realise it took eight years?”
“Yes,” I said quietly. “Eight years of uncalled suffering and stress for all lives linked. everything was on hold, since that time.”
I looked at him.
“And today—everyone is acquitted, clean & discharged. The case that rewrote many life’s ended silently.”
“No apology,” he said. “No acknowledgment.”
“Just closure,” I replied. “And a different person standing on the other side.”
He leaned forward. “Would you erase it if you could?”
I didn’t hesitate.
“No.”
That surprised him.
“Because it taught me empathy without bias. Strength without noise, faith without bargaining, love without conditions.”
As I stood up slowly, and continued….
“Life moves in circles, dear. That seemed to be the hardest one. But today when everything is over — I am not the same anymore.”
“You survived that time,” he said. “But more than that—you transformed.”
I felt my throat tighten.
Some stories don’t end when cases close.
They live inside people—quietly reshaping them.
And only a few witnesses ever truly know.
I chose to stay when fear begged me to run,
I chose to bend, not break, when life came undone.
I chose faith over noise, and truth over praise,
I chose love, not bitterness, on the hardest days.
And every choice I made… chose me back again.

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